e msm assim nao consegui o cara

gente.... vcs sabem do j... hahuaua ai ai ai esse ta dando trabalho e sim to in love... mais como ja diz o titulo ta foda hauhah.... vou mostar 2 coisas... 1 eh o email q eu mandei finalmente me declarando e 2 foi a msg q eu mandei pra ele agora a pouco qdo ele saiu daq de casa:

From: Carol Acquiste
To: Shes gone foreva?
Date: Jun 20, 2009 12:07 AM
Subject: read alone and i dont wanna answer... just read


ok... i really dont wanna change anything in ur mind... but i need to say some stuff 4 u... please read...

once u asked me:
do u marry me!?
and i said:
NO... but thinking... yes of course... right now if is possible

u said that u was confused... but each wordthat u said to me made i be in love more n more... so i was confused to

once u asked me:
what do u feel about it!?
and i said:
i just know u for 3 or 4 days... i like u but i dont love...
yes... i wasnt loving u... but i always knew that i liked u a LOT

when we started talking about ur ex(i dont know if still ur ex lol) and i started say things to make u and her stay better... i was thinking... i can believe im doing this... i want him with me not with her... but what i could do...we decided to be friends

when we was playing bowling.. and u ask with i was good... i said... that i didnt know was happening... i was lying.... the problem was... u was with me but thinking in ur ex... and that was to sad 4 me...

after all this (and more things that i think but dont wanna say)... i just need to say...
u made i love you

but now... i wish all the best for you and ur girl (i dont know her name) ... serious.... i really wish this for u and her....
because if i cant stay with u the best is be ur friend ok!!!

J... u are really really reallllllllllllllly a nice guy... and i appreciate this!!!

thx for read this
ps: i just decided to write this for you... because i dont want in some days or months or years look to the past and say: why i never told him all that?!

kisses and have a great night or day... i dont know when u will read this and if will read

bye bye

agora a msg... vou escrever emingles msm hauhauah
i cant say but i can write,,,, 4 me i just say: please dont go, stay with me 4ever..... and... that was so hard look ur face and stop look. stay very close to ur mouth n dont kiss u. see you going n dont run n say dont go because i love i want u for the rest of my life ...

ai ai ai
agora eh esperar